AddictioN

love
who new you be so complicated so tricky so... deceitful
but your so alluring that people, women, men, i, would take a
bullet to feel it, to have it back, i'll even take a blank to
play with it for 30 minutes you. are. my love.
something that i long for but as much as i want it i know under it all i'm going
to be hurt. not the hurt like a paper cut or a bee sting but the hurt from loosing your
first puppy,
trying to make kool-aide only to find out you have no sugar and only a cup of water.
the hurt that stays with you during all the triumph in your life the lows the highs and even
when you think its
gone,
finished,
vamoosed,
its still their, waiting for the day you forget to remind
you.

its just that deep and i want more.