Writers block...

i love love! i love the thought of being in love the feeling that comes with love telling people im
in love... writing about being in love... but love is an emotion, love is the cover story... so what
is the climax who is the protagonist and the antagonist.. short story, novel, chapter book? love
volume I, II, III, IV? better question.... whats the ending going to be? will my book be elaborate
enough to get the harry potter treatment? or is it going to be one of those boring books that
end up going on sale at books-a-million then sadly end up in a broke down cardboard box on the
corner of a card table during a yard sale.... just thinking about the possible failure makes me
not even want to write the damn thing... every time i try it just ends up being a ruff draft... or a
random brain storm..
i'll just keep kicking around ideas...brainstorming ...until the right story comes along
transforming into the most fantastic novel that fly's off the shelves and eventually being turned
into the blockbuster of are lives....

Theme song

I hate that i gave you my favorite song, that i attached this song to are relationship and i knew what i was doing when i did it but i did it anyways being the self distructer that i am. i play it over and over again thinking the more i play it the less i think about that thing we had, the things we did, the things i said, and the little bit you said. i am my own prisoner of war, i kind of low key wish someone would just run in my room and unplug this damn surround sound from the wall, or that you would knock on my patio window?? But if i take a deeper look at why i feel like someone is tugging on my heart and playing kick ball in my stomach... is it because i miss you or because i miss the feeling of me and you, the feeling i got from saying i'm in a relationship and i love my man, in that case i can find someone to fill that whole with the quickness... i mean i don't want to be a lire i cant just say i'm in a relationship........ but if its you that i miss, your presence, your touch, your smell, your southern draw, regardless of the way you treated me, to the emptiness i had came so accustomed to at night, no one can replace that... do i want someone to replace that? do i really want you back? no, even though tears are lining up in my eyes to parachute down to the ground and this song gives me chills when i here it i know i'm worth more then what you put me threw so i push on until

Not one in the same...

People look at me crazy when i say in my marriage i want my sex and love life to be great! sex and love are to different things, you can have a great sex life and a horrible love life. sex is sex no need to explain that... but love! love is so many different things.. love is trust... love is teamwork... love is time... love its strong thick and contagious and courageous, when your around real love you cant help but love it and like the person your next two regardless to what u felt before hand. and love makes the sex...... 

We all know th3 Right aNSWER BUT.....

Sometimes i wonder if being different is a good thing or a curse. i could change myself if i wanted to but it would hurt.. it would hurt to walk past a playstation 3 or Xbox at anyone's house and not start to talk shit while grabbing the controller. it would be hard to put down the guitar the drums and act like they don't move my life, like i don't dream about playing them.. it would be hard to not be me. but i think its even harder to be me and find people not know what to do with it..  people meaning guys to be real. so i struggle with do i stay me and risk having just friends forever or do i change me a little to get something more????

Dear Gut...

Dear Gut,
    I hate you because you tell me the obvious that i refuse to look at. you let me know when something is off, when a story doesn't make since, when i'm going the wrong way and when i am heading down a path to heart break...or jail.  unlike the Heart you don't let feelings cloud your judgment. you don't let the song of the siren's deafen you to the truth. Unlike the brain you know that logic and what you learned in school doesn't always apply to Life. After reading this i bet your wondering why i hate you so. becasue you make life so difficult for me, its so much easier to live in that fantasy... like in that fair tail everyone is searching for . but like all fairtail stories they eventually end, you go to bed and wake up in the real world.....
                                           Love,
                                                LaCher

Safe and easy.. not Always

Guys wonder why its so hard for females to jump into relationships.. from my experience with friends and my own history people get used to the expected... if a female it constantly being knocked in the head day after day after day in a relationship you cant expect anything less from her then to think that she is going to get knocked in head with every relationship. when that doesn't happen its different territory, surprising and scary just like any-other animal thats put in a different environment other then their norm. i say that to say this, as women we cant be afraid to make that leap in to the unknown or your never going to get away from that guy that keeps knocking you around. the expected it safe i know. But safe isn't always the best path..

play time..

Dudes are like yo-yo's every-time you throw them down they just come right back up... and its going to keep happening until you make the effort to wind up the string and stick the yo-yo in a box or keep playing with it... its all up to you 

 Now i say this about dudes.. meaning random guys.. but MEN are totally different, MEN are like bald eagles... endangered and beautiful in their natural habitat. so rare that they should be kept in zoo's because with out those some women would never be able to experience one... 

hold please

A life deferred... A life stopped or never started for the sake of others. A life someone has already planned out for you before you could figure out what your life could be. A life that's put on hold for the falseness of the one your living. A life that still has time to bloom and grown if only you paid it some attention and passion. A life deferred something to fix before its to late

Wolf N sheep clothing?

 "Why do nice guys finish last??" lol that's A wolf in sheep clothing if i ever heard one... its even worst when the wolf really thinks he's a sheep... either he is in denial or a lil slow. Not everyone can be the nice guy or the nice girl that finished last. some times your just the ass hole, just the lier, just the imitation friend its takes you stepping out of the situation... away from the box and looking down at yourself and replaying your actions, putting yourself in someone else's shoes to see if you really are that nice person who just so happen to finish last. in that case take it in the chin and move on no one like a downer... and if your that wolf with a sheep hoodie on either take it off and strut with all your wolfness or take a chance and change yourself in to that sheep you want to be.

Who is that? o its me.....

SOME people are so fake.. why? because they are scared to be them selves... scared of their own shadow.. sometimes they played someone else so long they wouldn't know them selves if they passed by a 20 foot mirror... may i be blunt?

I bet you think this song is about you.....

People automatically think that because i put "him" or "her" n a blog or status it means you... if i have something to say it goes from lips to ear not fingers to facebook to ear.... don't need a filter or a silencer on conversation,i mean damn...may i be blunt 

Thank u but no....

 "when you keep doing things that other people want you keep blocking your self and your own path"
I say this to say this... a lot of people have in their minds what i should be doing with MY  life and MY time only because majority of the people in the world take the same path and they may have to... as much as i appreciate your CONSTANT input i have finally rapped around my head that only I can determine what MY life turns out to be and how i want to make my foot print in the world... thank you but no thank you!

haha moment...

not i got to keep my self up cause your fine!

*please say the previous statement in a ghetto tone 

YOo!

Hey my 2 FANS! been gone for A minute now im back in the game having Blunt moments... good and bad... HAPPY NEW YEARS by the way lol... procrastination still present :(