"keep in mind that i'm a artist and im sensitive about my ish"- Erykah Badu

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Not one in the same...

People look at me crazy when i say in my marriage i want my sex and love life to be great! sex and love are to different things, you can have a great sex life and a horrible love life. sex is sex no need to explain that... but love! love is so many different things.. love is trust... love is teamwork... love is time... love its strong thick and contagious and courageous, when your around real love you cant help but love it and like the person your next two regardless to what u felt before hand. and love makes the sex...... 

Sunday, June 13, 2010

We all know th3 Right aNSWER BUT.....

Sometimes i wonder if being different is a good thing or a curse. i could change myself if i wanted to but it would hurt.. it would hurt to walk past a playstation 3 or Xbox at anyone's house and not start to talk shit while grabbing the controller. it would be hard to put down the guitar the drums and act like they don't move my life, like i don't dream about playing them.. it would be hard to not be me. but i think its even harder to be me and find people not know what to do with it..  people meaning guys to be real. so i struggle with do i stay me and risk having just friends forever or do i change me a little to get something more????